Walk with me, please

SSomeone called me
And I answered yes hello 
The question was, are you  Angel’s mom
And I said yes I’m Angel’s mom 
Again she asked have you been trafficked?
My heart freezes 
And I said again yes 
She asked again when did you came here 
I said January **** 
OK, she said, home office is going to ask you again 
And I said I know that I have been asked million times for that .
I asked her from where she is calling me 
And she said I’m health visitor 
I was blocked and I couldn’t ask for her name because she didn’t introduce her self 
I know I’m young mummy I’m growing up my baby girl she loves me she’s angel is innocent and she doesn’t know nothing how she came on this life 
I’m human I’m not criminal 
It’s not the first time that I feel prejudice 
Discriminated 
If she is health visitor than she is a professional 
And if she knows about my dark past then she should think as a health visitor that this person have suffered a lot 
This person is depressed and sad.
Why then she as a health visitor didn’t find another better way to asked me those questions if she needed to 
Or to find a better way to speak to me first as a women or as a mother.
But not she asked me on wrong direction 
After this call I felt so low 
At night I couldn’t sleep 
Angel felt that and she didn’t slept well also.
I feel myself that even if I want to forget my past, a phone call Is always to remind me 
I’m writing because I have to do that for my child 
I don’t want that my child tomorrow to feel same as her mom 
Please professional people don’t be racist 
Don’t discriminate 
Don’t prejudice 
And I asked for help but to have your help to have your hand do I have first to be prejudiced for what I am or for my past 
Can someone come and sit on my position 
Thanks if someone sits and understands my position 
Angel”s mom

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